Just how many times does one have to fail till he or she succeed. Nobody likes the feeling of fail, nobody likes to lose, especially when you tried. As much as you understand how "failing" is healthy for you and could possibly motivates you, you would still rather not to experience it.
What doesn't kill you makes you stronger. True. But there is also the inevitable pain that comes with it everytime you try, and trust me, it hurts like a bitch, it hollows you from inside out. The moment you thought you were so close from the finishing line, someone just had to be one second faster than you. The sudden realization and the drastic disappointment were too much to take in.
Your hope collapsed.
Your heart ache.
Your confidence were destroyed.
You will start to wonder if you are not good enough.
Doubting yourself is negative but it's also uncontrollable. Your brain sometimes functions on its own behalf; funny how you thought you are in charge.
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