FUCK Facebook

Way to start my first entry. yeah.

DISCLAIMER:  genuinely I am a very happy contented person, but occasionally I whine I rant I get all emotional when I feel like crap.

Yes. I feel like an absolute crap.

Nowadays, pretty much everyone has a facebook account, to basically show off your life and to stalk people  who you secretly hold a grudge to. "Reconnect" is some bullshit.

Yesterday, I "randomly" tsk tsk stumbled on my high school's use-to-be friend's fb account, and realize I can practically see NOTHING except her profile picture and cover picture. I wondered for a moment if she decided to stop using fb and had simply deleted everything. Then I notice she has been liking pictures, commenting, for which proves she is still fb active. Then I started to think if she purposely block me.

The only  way to check is to investigate - ask one of my besties to see what she can see on your fb account. This doesn't get anymore cliche but yes she can see everything.

WHAT IS THE POINT OF BLOCKING SOMEONE WHEN ONE CAN EASILY FIND OUT YOU DID. I seriously don't understand why fb has a blocking function because the only function it has is to make one upset, and second, why can't she delete me from her friend list instead. If you don't want me to see any of your shit, then bitch why the hell can you see mine. WE ARE NOT IN HIGH SCHOOL, when tiny microscopic things can be transformed into news headline. If I fucking bother you so much, then have the balls to delete me. That's only fair and we will be out of each other's life. Don't be an immature gossip whore who sit by your computer all day and contemplate about who to drag in your restricted list. That is simply pathetic.

Now that I know I am on your restricted list it created excess thinking that I do not appreciate. (On a daily basis, I think at least 50% less than normal people - queen of spacing out.)
Bitch, should I block you as well? If I don't, then I feel like you have the advantage because I can't see any of your shit while you are perfectly updated with my life. If I do, then I will be one of you no thank you.
Bitch, why have you decided to block me? What have I fucking done that pissed you off? Oh don't think I care about her as a friend anymore. It's personal. This action has made me wonder if I am a bad person in life. I would start reflecting myself thus the excess thinking. I really don't need this shit on a Wednesday afternoon. Instead of thinking about it endlessly, I rather do something productive such as job hunting or read a book. (Due to over-thinking and writing this first entry, I have exceeded my brain capacity of the day and wound up taking a nap for three hours yay just brilliant) 

Facebook intended to be a social platform where people get to reconnect, share their opinions and upload others' with their current life. Is fb doing its job, you can be the judge. 

I am done ranting. <3